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Wednesday June 14, 2017
The immediate issue, is I need and want a good job for once. Something with security, good pay, and doing something I can be proud, and hopefully someplace I want to be. I have two masters, experience, and I do the work. I send out resumes, I use my contacts, but I cannot seem to get a break.
Don’t say it is because I am not working hard enough. When I hear those words from you or anyone else all I hear is that I am not worthy, and that really hurts because that flat out contradict everything I try to do, and everything I have been taught.
Don’t say time isn't right, because I am hurting right now so why should my suffering persist? But it is acceptable to you that I should continue to suffer then all I can conclude is that you are either not as good, or love as much as you say you do.
Don’t say it is because of who I am, because you made me this way, I cannot change that.
I do not believe in any of that ‘tough love’ bull****, because it is not love. It is pride, fear, and selfishness trying to disguise itself as love.
There is so much I want and wanted to do in life, and I tried to do everything the good and proper way. But all that seems to do, is allow for me to be taken advantage of. I only seem to be allow to serve you and other people in life, but not the other way around. And I am not enough of a jerk to take it by force, because I really want to believe that if you good and do the right thing you make things work out.
But I am almost 44, and if the average human life span in 66 years, I have spent 2/3rds of that being constantly being proven wrong. So why should I waste the last 1/3rd of that experiencing the exact same thing. If it is because you command it, then to me that just proves you are cruel, and not as forgiving as you claim.
For whatever glory awaits us in heaven, if it exists, is not worth what we have to put up living on earth to experience that. And that really break my heart because I know I do not have it as bad as some on earth.
Maybe this letter is just my way of saying goodbye, because I cannot deal with this anymore.
You and people are not going to change, and you are especially not going to change the world just for me, not matter how much you say you love. And I just don’t have it in me to give any more, especially without some tangible guarantee of something good.
Goodbye, I hope you can find in someone else, whatever you wanted from me, because I just cannot give you whatever you want anymore.
no name sender
Sunday June 11, 2017
Once in the land of gigantic there live ivanka. She was a sexy looking. And there jack the travelers
Monday June 5, 2017
I really care about Rowena Rose San Agustin from Live Oak Cabin at FINR and I want to be close friends with her again. I really want us to work our troubles out successfully. Today she made a hurtful statement to me. Please try to help us be close friends again. She is also a great singer. I really want her to forgive my mistakes. Thank you so much!!! Amen.
Tyler Joseph LaBranche
Thursday June 1, 2017
Dear holy father,
Father first off i want to say good morning,im breaking my silence.Lord i need you to teach me how to pray and how tobe a mother.Lord im inexperienced and dependiandon your supreme power to help me with Titus,whom is a blessing sought to me from heaven. Lord i thank you,i have noone else to trust and count on like you.Lord i ask you to please lead my spirit back to the seventh day adventist church so i can strengthen my relationship with you again.Lord i want to forget about everything going on in the world thats of worriration or of evil and focus solemly on you lord. I want you to stand by me lord, create in me a clean heart oh lord,wash me whiter than snow,lord it was davids'words but i feek the same towards you lord i need you for survival i love you father.Please,forgive me lord forlord0z r CD , mishaps and iniquities. Please,guide me lord for future evil to come and watch my way lord in jesus name i pray ....Amen Amen Amen
Wednesday May 31, 2017
Dear god! I trust in you. Plesse hear me today as the sadness over this situation with J. just doesn't go away. I try my best but at best my heart and soul feel so numb. I can't be really happy anymore and I'm so tired of crying. I never expected to lose him like that. I never expected him to become so cold towards me. It really really hurts me do deeply, my Lord. I so wished we could have been friends. I had hoped we could rebuilt our friendship. He meant so much to me and I miss him so badly. I can't stop crying, Lord. I understand that I have hurt him and I'm truly sorry. But does he see how much he hurts me now? I want this to stop. Hear me, dear god, when I say I want to be happy again. I want love, friendship and joy in my life. I won't ngive him completely but I want love in my life. I want friends, a man that truly loves me and that's all. I want to be happy. And I still want to have a good relationship with J. Lead me the way to goodness and love. Give me signs and send me my future man as soon as it is possible. In Jesus' name, please hear this prayer and help me, god. Amen
The sad one
Wednesday May 31, 2017
I have come to a dental college for pursuing BDS that is 1000 km far from my house and this place is too much boring and full of sorrow.me along with my batch mates most of all does not want to come here.please return me to my family please let me go.i love my family my place most where i am comfortable enough...I want noting except this as I am missing my family most now.
Wednesday May 31, 2017
I want to know the purpose of my life... What am I.. Feeling all alone in the Universe.. Please help me I am desperate and doing very wrong things.. Help please
Monday May 29, 2017
Lieber Gott! Ich kann und will so nicht mehr. Mir kann das größte Glück passieren, aber das Loch in mir, keinen Mann und keine innige Mann-Frau-Liebe nach all den Jahren zu haben, macht mich kaputt. Gott, wenn du mich hörst, dann bitte schick mir doch endlich den Mann, der mich richtig liebt und der mich froh macht. Ich wünsche mir so sehr A. Du weißt wen. Sucht er auch Liebe? Wenn ja, führe uns endlich zueinander. Ich bitte sich nur darum, dass ich endlich lieben darf. Du kennst mich und weißt, dass in mir das Potential für größte Liebe da ist. Ich möchte eine Ehefrau und Mutter sein, die ihr Leben liebt, die ihre Familie mit Liebe beschenkt. Ich möchte einen wunderbaren Mann haben, der mein tiefster Freund ist. Bitte Gott, schicke mor diesen Mann noch dieses Jahr. Jemand, bei dem ich komplett ich selbst sein kann und der mich dabei einfach toll findet und liebt wie ich bin. Und den ich vollkommen finden kann. Ich wünsche mir A. so sehr, aber wenn es jemand anderes ist, dann schicke ihn. Ich will aber vom ersten Augenblick an sicher sein. Ich will Magie zwischen uns. Ich will wenigstens auch A. richtig kennen lernen, selbst, wenn er es nicht ist. Ich lege mein Leben und Schicksal ganz in deine Hand. Ich will Freude am Leben haben, lieben, lachen. Ich bin immer nur traurig und fertig und das will ich nicht mehr. Gott im Himmel, bitte höre mich und bitte gebe mir Zeichen. Zeichen, die ich nicht bezweifeln oder verkennen kann. Schicke ihn zu mir, lass uns uns kennen lernen. In Jesu Namen, erhöre mich. Bitte bitte bitte. Und schütze alle, die ich liebe. Lass große Wunder geschehen, die micj wieder gut und froh machen. Amen
Monday May 29, 2017
Dear god, it's my birthday today. Please let this be a good day. I don't wish for many gifts, I just wants good friends, to be popular and I want a partner. It's not only today that I'm begging you. I want a better life, a happy one. I'm sorry but today I feel especially sad. Please send big love my way, let me be more optimistic and joyful. And send me Ahmed as a friend, a real and steady contact and if you want it even more. I'm asking you in the name of Jesus Christ, please give me signs that I can be sure of and which I don't overlook. I'm begging you from the bottom of my heart, please send the man of my life to me this year and as soon as it is possible. The one that I find wonderful, fascinating and attractive like no other. The one who means home, understanding and mutual caring. I want to give love to him and understanding. As much as he loves and understands me. My true soul mate. I wish it was Ahmed but you know best. Just hear me now please. And look after me today because its so warm and I want to do a god job. In the name of Jesus Christ, please hear this prayer and help me for I am so sad and I want the opposite. Amen.
Saturday May 27, 2017
Hello Father. Mopey me again This injury is driving me nuts. But I feel like I am mending nicely. I can't express enough thanks for all that you do. I know there is an answer to everything, even if I don't know what it is. I know you take good care of me. :) I am again missing my sweet little dog and my Mom. Last night in a dream Mom and I flew to AUSTRALIA for a concert. We were disappointed. We did see part of what could be called a concert but nothing was orderly about it. And the seats were sideways. Up close to the glass, tho. I kept thinking how will we get home in time for work??? Now how can you enjoy a show if you are worried about getting to work. :) I miss Momma so much. She was so full of love and joy. Not me! I try but not always successful. I love my new dog but my heart still aches for the girl I lost. She was so special. But I know my MOm and others are taking good care of her there in heaven. YAY.
Help me feel happy, Lord. I just get moody. Will you help me, or tell me how to help myself? I LOVE YOU.